I am very grateful to have spent the day with my boys...I feel especially grateful today, mainly because Mekai had an unexpected seizure in the car while I was driving yesterday...I didn't know what was happening to him or if he would be okay...I had many thoughts run through my mind while waiting out in the street for an ambulance to arrive...Would he wake up again?...Would he still be the same?...Are these my last moments with him?
Germain and I spent the day with him at the hospital...He went through a series of tests, and there was a team of pediatric neurologists working with him...He became coherent, recognized us, and was able to have a cat scan done without being sedated into staying still...The doctors decided to release him last night, but he will have to have further tests done over the next couple of weeks...It felt so good sleeping next to him last night, even though he kept complaining about my leg being in his way :-)
I can be easily annoyed by the boys most days, but not today...Even though they were pretty much back to normal, arguing again and just being their normal selves, it didn't bother me today...I don't think I will ever forget the feeling I had not knowing what would happen to Mekai, or if our family would be forced to live without the Mekai we know and love...
I am very grateful for my boys...They are worth every challenge I face being a mom...






